Recently, my days are full of procrastination and struggle to inspire myself in the same way that I was able to in the last few years. This deeply worries me but also makes me feel strangely at ease as I feel that my life is wanting to take a turn and focus on other things for the better. My priorities have changed. my heart feels like a puzzle that needs to be reassembled in a different order as the previous pieces did not quite fit.
What I am really trying to say is that, I am older now and what once was expected of my future by people surrounding me is not what I now expect for myself. I have come to terms with what I really want. I am grateful for the encouragement and I have learned so much. I am not going to stop pursuing the previous ideas and skills as it is a hobby that I will love forever and it warms my heart with all the memories of failure then accomplishment which proves that anything is possible. But, there is another hobby which I feel lets me express my inner self and makes me feel warm and bubbly inside.I just worry that others will not understand my sudden change of heart. but it has been hiding inside me for years now and I’m sure it’s the right thing for me. This is what I want. This is the new path that I choose to follow.